The archive
The essays
Forty-one essays, one arc: trauma, the seeking trap, action without guarantees, devotion, and God recognized across traditions.
The latest
Why Do You Hate Yourself So Much?
Seven years ago, conflict was my principal occupation.
Chapter II
The return (2026)
- I Already Knew. That Was the Problem.August 7, 2026
- Why Do You Hate Yourself So Much?July 25, 2026
- I Blew a Tire. My Mind Totaled the Car.July 17, 2026
- The Whole Enchilada Called RealityJuly 8, 2026
- The Appetite for GodJuly 2, 2026
- Take Massive Action. Don't Expect Results.June 26, 2026
- Don Miguel, That Is Your GrandsonJune 16, 2026
- The Hindu Saint Who Taught Me How to Be CatholicJune 10, 2026
- I Used to Have a Lot to Say About GodJune 2, 2026
Chapter I
Collapse and re-emergence (early 2026)
- I Was Going to End the Kali YugaMarch 24, 2026
- God Doesn't Need Our Prayers. We Do.March 16, 2026
- The Life Academy: From Patient to ArchitectMarch 3, 2026
- Maybe Growth Is Not the PointFebruary 25, 2026
- What Do You Do When the Future Fractures?February 17, 2026
- What I Have Learned About LoveFebruary 5, 2026
- The Age of Insight HoardingFebruary 2, 2026
One new essay a week. The archive is free.
The full archive, including the earlier chapters, lives on Substack.